World Cup fever.

Nothing fascinating, really. However, it's a good thing it happened now. Due to unplanned term break, I practically live life day by day. Pathetic, totally.

Having said so, time flies, and school's starting really soon. When it does, everything have to be forced back to usual square. Honestly, I'm lost. I have no idea what to expect after 6 months. Where do I wanna do my intern at? What i wanna do? Which department do I wanna be at? Completely no idea. Doomsday, yea.

I dont know what else to blog, nothing else are important for now.

Dreamcatcher, is all i'm yearning for. WHERE TO GET IT?!

Just like anyone else, I start thinking when I'm walking down the streets alone. I lost myself. Mychelle 1 yr back and Mychelle now is completely two different person. Mychelle used to be full of aspiration, but now, she's living life day by day. Disappointing. Even mom's disappointed in her. Fuck, she needs to be found, be slapped and she needs to wake up, right now.

Damn, but where should I start? ='(

Full of rage. Urgh.

You can ignore my feelings, I'm fine. It's ok becos I'm willing to listen. But please, dont take it for granted. I fucking hate the way you talk to me in the car, like I fucking owe you. PLEASE, dont do this. It's just fucking unfair.

SIGH. FML for being nice. YES, FML.

Past one week was crazy. So many things happened, so much learnt. Whether or not its a good thing, at least everyone is sure of what exactly is going on. Complicated it might be, somehow one faithful day it will all be resolved. It's either someone gets someone, or no one gets anyone. Simple.

Tonight especially, was like a game of match it! Where everything was placed on the table, we matched every single details to reveal an ugly conclusion. Disappointed, of cos, but it definitely was a kind of relief, all the assumptions and questions resolved. I felt like let a massive weight off my chest. However, since it's already happened, why brood over it? Let bygones be bygones, and move on. That's life.

Truly, actions always speak louder than words. For the act he did, that showed how much she mean to him. It's not a bad thing. For my part, I'm done with it. Hurt or not, it's already over. I gave my blessings, and hope he finds her, wherever she might be. That definitely was a harsh but noble move. However, i believe many people hope they'd patch things up. They would be so happy. Hence, all the best!

This incident has taught us all a lesson- Cherish your loved ones before its too late. Well, I certainly hope it's not too late for him though.

I've regretted mine, and there is nothing I could do about it. Hence, reckless actions is not wise.


Till then, good night!