Well, its been awhile since I updated. I dont usually do so unless I have unspoken emotions or thoughts. As always. Recently, a lot have happened. Good or bad, I dont know. However, eventually it left me empty. Perhaps falling in love is just not my thing anymore. Perhaps, I dont even need them. Time and time again, I fall and hurt myself. I ask myself if it is all worthwhile, but I was never able to answer.
How about feeling like a replacement? How about living a beautiful lie? How about giving your all for something that will never turn out positive? Have you actually thought of it? Have you actually think about the consequences?
I guess not.