ApathyOfAndroids

"Okay dear, but you must know that right from the start, I really really love you and I'm not playing you at all. I really enjoyed all the times and all the fun we had together. No doubt about that at all. I enjoyed every moment with you. But Dear, right now I'm caught in this situation and I need to sort out my thinking and know what I really want. I know a sorry wont help but I really am. Let me sort out my thinking ok? Dear, I miss you. Good night."

This was what he told me last night. When I woke up, his pm was "All said and done, no looking back from now onwards."

Tell me, what does this mean. I'm so lost. ='(