An awesome, crazy weekend I had with the rabbits. BBQ, horror movies and horror movies and horror movies and vodka and marshmallows and marshmallows and marshmallows and loads of marshmallow. Sunday's world cup, wings and wings and wings and coffee and coffee and coffee but we still all fell asleep during first half and woke up during second. Although I was the only one following WC, I had great company laughing at the falls and all during the match. Evil I know. Cant wait for this coming Saturday for a repetition of last week's. (minus the world cup but plus alot more horror movies!)

Guess what, all of us skipped school and work. BAD BAD BAD

Kbox-ed on Monday and shucks, back to school. ):

Life's just great with friends around. I would say its perfect. Without love affairs bugging me, what more could I ask for? (:

In the process of planning more outings and trips. Gotto work hard and earn more in order to fulfill our fantasies. Just cant wait! oh, and my Melbourne trip too! ♥

xx

Good morning sunshine! (oh, not yet.)

Anyway, I just woke up from the longest nap ever. Since 6pm I reckon? I remember last thing I did was to speak to Alvin regarding Sat's program. Next thing I know, My phone was flooded with 11 Msn Pm(s), 12 smses, 6 miss calls and..16 Fb notifications(nah not impt though).

The thing is, I'm not someone who switch my phone to silent. Someh w, it was on silent when I woke up. Haha ok whatever. Since Im wide awake now, I shall blog about... what made me smile for the last 24hrs. (:

First, Spain won. (YAY!) I know it wasnt a brilliant goal but hey, whatever, Germany is out. Thats what im happy about.
Took a nap for <1 hr and woke up for school. Took a bus and reached before 0830hrs. You really dont see that quite often from me, do you?
What happen next shall remain confidential but It was a real touching moment. It was like, at the point of time, I wish he was right in front of me. I could give him a good hug and tell him how much I missed him.
Class almost ended when A and S surprised me outside my class! Cant help but ran out of class. haha A good catch up. LASTLY, While I was smoking with the boys, Terry called. My one yr internship has been altered into 6mth FUCKING months. JUST HOW AWESOME IS THAT?! At the moment I knew I just had the best day of my perhaps many months. I forgot I was heartbroken, and now Im all good. Well at least the person I wanna share with wasnt him.

I cant wait to execute my plans, cant wait for holidays to travel, cant wait for September!

Sweet, just sweet. I still cant stop smiling.

Celebrations in few hours time. Besties coming over for dinner- Steamboat & BBQ. I cant wait.

Time flies, its the 2nd last match showing live on channel 5. Honestly, I kinda lost count of the days passing by. It's probably close to 3 weeks since I saw Tigger. Well, the ironic thing is, I miss him but he doesn't feel the same. However, its been good I reckon. Being busy with school, having new friends here and there has somewhat helped in trying to forget a person. Nonetheless, at the end of the day when you end up being home, your mind starts working again, unnecessarily. For instance, Im missing him now.

To be precise, I'm determined but I don't have sufficient aspiration to carry thru. Till I meet someone new, better, I'd probably keep thinking about him all the time. Shucks. How I wish I am less devoted. How I wish I was just playing.

Spain ftw. Good night.

Its 5th July, Monday. School's gonna start in few hours. However, I just got home from walking along town the whole night and having no fun singing at Kbox. This heavy heart is bringing me down to the lowest. I cant believe this is happening. I cant believe all the thing we've been thru, or rather, I have been thru has become history. You claimed it was beautiful, you claimed you loved. What's going on now? You just leave me to die like this. What did I do? I just dont fucking get it. Yes, I'm tired from trying, but I've yet gotten myself ready to let go. In fact, I never did want to let go. You forced me to. You were so cold towards me, you hardly even bother. What on earth am I supposed to do?

I have completely no mood for school. I'm feeling too awful to even do anything. The last time I felt this was perhaps 7 years back, when my first boyf ditched me for other girl. Is that what its happening?

I could die of misery right now. I miss u so much but you dont even fucking give it a damn. Yes, that is it. You threw me away for the second time. Dumb, just dumb.

='(

Its half time for Spain and Paraguay, short update perhaps.

Prior to the match, I finally decided to do myself a slight favor. I kept baby tigger in a storage box, instead of resting it on my bed. Afterall, the sight of it reminds me of him. Hah. Also, gotten rid or anything related in my laptop and mobile phone, except mobile number of cos. See, I'm trying my best.

As for JR, time and time again I let him down. I dont know, but honestly I dont think I'm at fault? Everyone deserve a choice I reckon. I chose not to give it a try. Despite telling him that from the very beginning, he doesnt really seem to get it. Penny for a thought, I wish T rejected me and like I rejected JR. Things would have been much much easier. It wouldn't have caused so much pain.

It's Sunday! Karaoke and mini shopping for school stuffs tomorrow with Jx and L. Monday, school time. I'm not happy about the trainers at all, except for a few and of cos my eye candy, Mr Paul! hehe. Well, he's like Brad Pitt, old but charismatic.

Thats all for tonight, GO SPAIN GO!

42 Below, 7 different flavours of Vodka. Awesome hot bods.
JR asked for movie a dinner. Rejected for the 4th time.
Bumped into Rickson while closing bar. Asshole, laughed at me for wearing skirt.
Tipsy, me and shah walked into glass door.
Forbidden City, S came to look for me.
Usual arguments with J. convo ignored, always ended with 'bye'.
L msged, encourages me to give up due to my utter emo-tweets.
Mixed emotions, S cheered me up. Almost cried but tears held back.
I let myself away on the dance floor, I kicked a guy out of angst.
I left the place early to Balestier, wab gathering.
R, E, A, was there. Safe and sound. A lil' heartbroken.
Left for home, shagged.

Lesson learnt: No sleep, no drinks. Angry, dont dance. Last but not least, dont disturb a person's rest.

Outcome: I lost myself. I have never wanted to quit smoking, let alone quitting for someone. Howver, I wanted to quit for u. You dont want me to club, I'll stop. I was willing to change to anything you want me to be. Apparently, even this doesnt work.

Special thanks to S. I hope to see you tomorrow. =)

World Cup fever.

Nothing fascinating, really. However, it's a good thing it happened now. Due to unplanned term break, I practically live life day by day. Pathetic, totally.

Having said so, time flies, and school's starting really soon. When it does, everything have to be forced back to usual square. Honestly, I'm lost. I have no idea what to expect after 6 months. Where do I wanna do my intern at? What i wanna do? Which department do I wanna be at? Completely no idea. Doomsday, yea.

I dont know what else to blog, nothing else are important for now.

Dreamcatcher, is all i'm yearning for. WHERE TO GET IT?!